Sunny Afternoon

I felt so cold, so lost
I had everything since birth including sadness and frustration
It was always there
But I didn’t care
I just shut myself away
Day by day
Dream by dream I had it my way
But I feel like its the time
The time to wake up
But I still feel cold and lost
I need someone to guide me through
I remember all the sadness , all the frustration
And I want to let it go
But it just doesn’t want to go on its own
One day, I will shake everything off
One day  I won’t be cold
And that day will come soon
I will wake up in a sunny afternoon