Poem – Where do I cry?

No dream was too big for me,
But they all failed,
As life took you away from me,

When I found out,
What do you think I did?
Nothing, I didn’t believe it,

Deaf to the news,
Blind to the work,
Can’t see good food,

Sinking in the darkness that surrounds me,
I started drinking,
What else can I do when I can’t cry out that I lost you?

The story, like every good one has a start,
And it starts back in the days,
When I first started to dream,

I mean when I first started to fear,
When I first started to see what will happen to you,
What will happen to me,

No one told me life would be so painful,
They all showed me how fun it could be,
But no one, no one told me what it really is,

And since I found out,
I didn’t let a sound out,
I just told you,

You, only you,
Yet did you hear?

No, no, no,
You never listened to me,
You loved yet hated me,

And yet you were everything I wanted to be,
You were my stability,
You were my ability, my ability to live,

You know, it hurts,
It is a pain,
When I call out your name in vain,

Dreams and visions are slowly going away from me,
Yet I still dream,
I still dream of you and me,

Why are you so happy?
And in my dream we still play,
Like back in the day,

And I hope,
When I wake up,
It’s not just a dream,

Yet when I wake up in the morning,
You are still not there,
And you are still not here,

My dreams saw first death and death,
They then changed, I didn’t see them anymore,
And then they become success,

Dreaming of success and reaching it,
Seeing your dreams become reality,
That’s all what I wanted for you and me,

Yet when we came close,
I managed to step in through the door,
While it hit you in the face,
And you were left for dead on the floor.

Poem – Grown Old

My skin started to grow old,
Eyes go blind,
Heart goes weak,

My feelings died out,
All that is left of me,
Is it my legacy?

Is it the memory of me?
The future in front of me?
Or is it the mind that lives in me?

As I heard that sound,
The world was brought down,
As my thoughts drifted to you,

I remembered then,
When reaching for your hand,
What the world meant to you and me,

My skin grew old,
As I thought about you,
I couldn’t feel old,
I couldn’t feel anything anymore,
Just knew that you weren’t there no more.

Poem – Timeless Blood






To whom must I bow,
The cattle in the back of me,
Or the king in front of me?

All the same,
With or without a name,
The wolfs have fangs,

Is it fair?
Screaming, is it just?

No one can hear,
No one can see,
When the wolfs come for you and me,

And so I spoke,
I spoke against the ones that are hear,
They us, I saw their fear,

Cowards of the same blood,
Tricksters and pranksters of the court,
All of them came towards us,

I spoke, I spoke my words loud and clear,
From me, they felt fear,
But did they fear you?

Family bonds are just more than blood,
Brothers are more than that,
Yet when they came for me, guess who they did attack?

The swarms passed through me,
I did my best,
Protecting you was my first priority,

Hope is what remained of me,
And as I looked your eyes,
I could see my own story turn into a tragedy,

And the smile on your dead face,
With the eyes piercing through me,
Oh dear brother, why couldn’t you hear me,

Dear brother, open eyes but you couldn’t see me,
Open mouth, smiling, yet not talking to me,
Why won’t you come back to me?

And so I spoke,
I spoke for me,
But in the end, it took away my right and my left hand,

Now I can clearly see,
Yet I can’t see you,
Now I can clearly hear,
But I can’t hear you,
Now my words have a message,
But it will never get to you,
Yet when I think about you, I remember you smiling,
So that’s the thing I shall try to do.

Poem – Done

Walked my way,
There was no place I could stay,
Walked the dark path alone,
Then you said ,
Can I tag along?
I looked at you,
Didn’t know what to do,
I just shook my head,
But you didn’t let go,
And I thought I would just go,
But you kept me there,
That was the end of the road for me,
When I thought I couldn’t see,
You were there for me,
When I thought I couldn’t hear,
You screamed at me,
When I thought I couldn’t feel,
You gave in to me,
That’s why now I can do all those things,
You set me free,
And you wont let me be,
And than you and I ,
Became we.

Poem – Do You?

Ok so tell me something ,
Can you see what you have done to me?
Just listen to my heart and you will know,
Because then you will know whom I am falling for,

Falling hard, some people call it clumsy some call it art,
But what do I care when I am allowed to stare at you,
Oh and I wouldn’t exchange that for anything,
Don’t judge, you want to stare too,

Just to get to kiss you I walk a mile the thorny shoe,
So pay me always attention and play with me,
And I promise you won’t ever lose me in the crowd ,
Because I will always be close to you,

Do you know, do you know?
What you made me do?
How I can’t stop smiling because of you?
And that’s only the start of what you did to me,

Sometimes it feels like I don’t know what I do,
But that’s only partially true,
So tell me do you like me like that?
Tell me, tell me, tell me,

Do you like me?
Do you like me like this, because if you do,
I require a hug and a kiss.

Poem – Rainbow in a Snowstorm






Short time, even shorter play,
That’s how our lives drift away,
With no time to care, love or cherish,
In the end, because of time we all parish,

Memories is all that remains,
Great days in the sun,
Amazing stories of the young gone,
Remembered in a sad, sad song,

As for me, no burden is greater,
No fear more frightening,
Yet everyone think they can feel the same as me,
I hope you won’t ever feel like me,

Because the burden that I carry is not a single one,
There are many,
In many shapes and many sizes,
All impaled in my back, hence I can only feel them,

I can not see, I just feel,
Going forward, dripping blood,
Feeling like there are daggers, axes, hammers and even a sword,
All impaling my back, while you hold onto the grips,

Those shadows, those heavy burdens,
They all want to grab a hold of me,
Pull me back, destroy what I build out of me,
But my brother stood tall, and I shall stand even taller,

For each of your pull I will grow stronger,
For each of drop of my blood I will grow taller,
And one day, one faithful day,
I will turn around,

And on that one day,
On the beautiful day,
The same as it was once before,
I shall see the rainbow in the snowstorm once more.

Poem – Dare To Rust






Do you not care, do you not see ?
Do you breath the name of your savior in your hour of need?
Do you taste the blame, does the flavor remind you of your sin?

Can you stop the fire from within ?
What if I am the rain?
What if I am your savior?
Will you feed the rain?

The world starts to rust,
I think my heart is about to bust ,
It’s all a game , avoiding failure,
All in the name of the great savior,
And all those things we don’t need,

I am lost, I hope to never fall,
But that wouldn’t be the end to it all,
I want to feed the rain,
Let it pour ,
Because without it I am not alive,
Without it, it just rusts from the inside,

The savior looks down on us,
She smiles and doesn’t let the rain come and wash our sins away,
But this time I won’t need the savior ,
I will feed the rain, I am thirsty for love and I will dance,
I will dance under the sunny sky’s until someone cries.

Poem – Brother

I can’t yell any louder,
Can’t you hear my voice calling you,
You disappear into the light,
Leaving me here,

They say it’s all gods way,
That’s what they say,
Can you believe a god goes against our plan,
It does not want to follow the law of the men,

I challenged him,
He took you away from me,
But you and me
Brothers against gods, the true enemy

I will get you back,
Hell I’ll freeze over and over again,
Until I get to you ,
So please don’t give up,

I forgot to tell you,
How much you mean to me,
And I need you,
Brother, I need you,

Please come back to me.

Poem – A Thousand Nights






One step forward, please don’t stop,
Get going,
I am right behind you,
Never forget that,
Never ever forget that,

I will always be right behind you,
And when you fall ,
I will be there to hold you,
To push you forward,
And I will ever do,

All that I will ever do,
Is being behind you,
Supporting you,
Don’t cry,
Don’t waste your tears on meaningless things,
Like a thousand storms,
Make the world bow before you ,
Tame the wilde beast that is life,
And after you do,
I will be there behind you ,
Still following you,
Until the end of the world.