On a summer day, within the summer breeze
Within the hotness of the day,
You flew away,
You starter your journey on the other side,
Where the green leafs shine bright,
Stepping on the clouds you follow your goal,
Not looking down,
Not seeing the sorrow.
Where you go, there is no today,
Nor a tomorrow ,
But neither have we, nor can we see,
As the wind came, so did the rain,
And the hot summer day was washed away.
The things we knew, the things we didn’t accept as true
They all were caused by you.
Tag: sad poem
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Poem – Hot Summer Day
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The Corpse
The corpse of our relationship
poisoned all my cells
and I ask myself:
Why didn’t I end it
while the decay
was just a hint?
The cadaverous tissue
made us both puke;
yet, the rot was more appealing
than fresh air
because it would mean
breathing alone.
Now I know that
when something dies
it should be immediately buried.
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Diary of Loneliness
A French chanson on the radio,
A vanilla-scented candle in the new, small candelabrum;
Mother stole it from work.
The smell of rice from the oven,
A cart filled with neatly cut logs,
An empty street,
Leafless trees.
Life on the second floor.
An ever playful dog,
The neighbor saying “hello”,
Coffee and cigarettes,
An apple instead of breakfast,
Old, word-filled papers, torn from notebooks I can’t remember,
An unexpected inspiration.
A day when you’re feeling almighty,
Hoping only that it doesn’t get dark,
Only that it doesn’t get dark,
Now when the home is so warm and fragrant.
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The Sven Tears
Seven days passed like seven years
Like seven tears that I shad on that seventh day
All things that we knew ended with you
Those were the days, talking about hard work that always pays
Long days passed since we didn’t see each other
And I will tell you all about them when I see you againOur friendship turned intro brotherhood
And we were a family like brothers are
All of us, stars with some scars
But then your shine had gone away
And I was left alone
I was left to live for another day
This long day, that I can’t stand
A long day and I will tell you all about it when I see you againWho the hell knew that I would be so lost without you
I feel like calling you up and hearing your voice but every number I try
Every number I try I can only hear myself cry
Bip Bip Bip, it kills me and it throws me in despair
I don’t know what to do nor do I care
Why did I freaking stay
Why did I live another day
This long day without you my friends
I traveled a long way to see you again
But you didn’t rid alongI am not that strong
Without you all in my life for what do I strive?
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Poetry Month Poem #12: Flowers on the Moon
Gallant wind blowing your worries away
Under the rays of the full Moon
Crying your souls desires in the night
Wishing for a better lifeThe stars are moving around the Moon
Showing you the path which you should follow
It all changes on the surface
Both you and the Moon are covered in flowersFollowing the path you fell
Now you are under the Moonlight again
But you are not alone
You don’t have a life anymore.
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Poetry Month Poem #6: Free Mind
The room is empty and the screams are loud
Darkness surrounds your mind and blackens your heart
You try to cry but the eyes are dry
Their screams are louder than yours
Even though you are the only one in the room
You seem peaceful and calm on the outside
But you are dieing inside
All those screams that keep you awake at night
You hide them inside
And all those tears you couldn’t release
Drown your mindKind
Gentle
Smart
Beautiful
All are useless now, because all you can see is
hateful
Ugly
Stupid
MeanA moment of peace you seek,
You look down, you find the height fun
When I look down, I want to jump
I want to feel free at least once
At least once I want to be
The ruler over me
Only this once
Only this once I can be
The one who took over my life
The one who commanded me
I just want to be free!
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Already Dead
Long way ahead
22 but already deadLooking through dogs eyes
Everything is gray
But it’s alright
That’s the easiest wayWhen the days are gone
And my eyes are closed
The pain will disappear
What will I have to fear?
Gods judgement?
My own?It’s alright
It’s always alright
Because that’s the easiest way
Out of today and tomorrowWhy won’t it stop
Why does it still beat?
Because it’s alright
And it will always be
It’s my life
And it never will be
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Painfully Alive
When the flowers bloom, I won’t be able to see them, with you.
As the world grows old, I remember what I was once told, by you.
Child, when the time comes, when I am gone, don’t cry for me alone.
I will always be near you, if the flowers bloom or not, I will be with you.
When the time comes, that I disappear, and you are all grown, please remember the time in which you were born.
The world waits for your greatness as it has waited for mine, so don’t cry child, be proud even if I am not around.And when the silent melody starts playing in my head, I had just realized you were dead.
The tears won’t stop, I know, I promised but I can’t hold back.
I feel that my heart won’t resist any longer, why can’t I be stronger?
All of you, all of you have gone away, so tell me why did I have to stay?
Why couldn’t I go with you, why can’t I see you?Tear’s of fear, tears of joy, tears of pain, I thought it was all in vain.
But now I cannot stop, I am in a shock.
The tears won’t stop, why did you all have to go away?
Why is it so painful to be alive today?
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Thought of You
Everything that I said I do got lost when I met you
I didn’t do anything I was set out to do because my time was spent on you
What I gained from it , I don’t know but I never regret spending time on you
The world might stand still but I never will
Some say that I wasted my time but I don’t care about them
They just want to make me feel bad , they want to make me feel sad
But I won’t , I will be happy instead
And when I am dead I will remember everything I had
Everything I did and everything I said
And my life will pass by me for a long time before death can take me
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The Winter is cold
I always wondered what it feels like when someone cries
Then November came and your life line was cut
Now I don’t want to cry anymore
This is not about me , this is not about anyone else but you
This is a fond farewell to you , my dear friend
I can deal with any physic pain
But I can’t deal with the tragedy when you disappeared on me
This all is not about me
Its just a farewell to you, to you my dear friendThis is a fond farewell to you my friend
I hope you are well, I am sorry your life had to end
Couldn’t believe my eyes
Couldn’t believe in the cries
It was really true, there was no more you
I couldn’t get things right, I couldn’t get it into my mind
Some days I just wish wouldn’t exist
Winters are getting colder and colder
And as my heart grows older
I can’t help but fight against our enemy
With the love you left, with my memoryThis is a fond farewell to all of you
Who looked out for me
To my friends and family who are no longer with me
Its a fond farewell and I will remember it well