The room is empty and the screams are loud
Darkness surrounds your mind and blackens your heart
You try to cry but the eyes are dry
Their screams are louder than yours
Even though you are the only one in the room
You seem peaceful and calm on the outside
But you are dieing inside
All those screams that keep you awake at night
You hide them inside
And all those tears you couldn’t release
Drown your mind
Kind
Gentle
Smart
Beautiful
All are useless now, because all you can see is
hateful
Ugly
Stupid
Mean
A moment of peace you seek,
You look down, you find the height fun
When I look down, I want to jump
I want to feel free at least once
At least once I want to be
The ruler over me
Only this once
Only this once I can be
The one who took over my life
The one who commanded me
I just want to be free!
