With every passing day, the teeth of death sink deeper and deeper into our fragile flesh. Our restless spirits know that death is just a gate but uncertainty breeds fear. Hypnotized by your smile, I enter another dimension where light is the ruler. Where there is love. You are my escape from bleakness, yet it is in the dark that we glow the most.
Darkness, stale air and a tiny door, walls with no windows… “Don’t touch me, I don’t want to share my darkness… How did you get here in the first place?” Light is blinding. A hint of love is intolerable pain. “Where is my dear fear mixed with a great dose of aloofness?” The unwanted light disappeared.
Since you gone, I just feel I am not in the zone, I tried to make it last, I drunk so much when you passed, You died young, you left all the family crying, Made me feel like dying, I wanted to visit you, Know that I am still good, you know how I do, Rest brother, rest well, because when I get there, I’ll turn heaven to hell, I can’t let them be, I…
I see you before me and hand you over a pickaxe to destroy the wall between us. The music of your soul is compelling but hardly audible, and I want to hear it clearly. Your eyes penetrate me deeply – you touch what no one can, not so intensely; yet, your mind is infected with fear – let me heal you and offer you a way out of your hell. When I think of us,…
A French chanson on the radio, A vanilla-scented candle in the new, small candelabrum; Mother stole it from work. The smell of rice from the oven, A cart filled with neatly cut logs, An empty street, Leafless trees. Life on the second floor. An ever playful dog, The neighbor saying “hello”, Coffee and cigarettes, An apple instead of breakfast, Old, word-filled papers, torn from notebooks I can’t remember, An unexpected inspiration. A day when you’re…
I can’t keep up with the world Since it tries to act as a double edge sword The more I kill the enemy The more it pierces through me In the end I don’t have anything to defend In the end should I pretend Not to be hurt And just smile When in fact I am about to die The string of faith are not so strong They break as you walk along Rip apart…
The city is cold again towards me today Sunshine is shining gray, but the rays warm me up anyway In the dark there is still a sound Nothing changes But I can hear you sing I never heard you sing Never hold your hand, nor felt you But I can hear you I can feel you Near me I am near you Can’t see in front of me, the faces look at me Strangers feel…
I tried I tried And everything I do my mind goes back to you All the things you said drove me mad They made me feel miserable and sad But it’s not like my life depended on you Yet still I can’t get my mind off of you I hate everything you do But then again why do I want to be so close to you? Choking on my own feelings It’s happening again I…
Tell me that everything is alright Because we didn’t end it with a fight You didn’t give me a reason to end this discussion I mean I hate everything about you right now But then again you are on my mind So tell me if everything is alright So sick of the nervous feeling Don’t want to clean up my room anymore Why don’t you tell me anything anymore Just tell me it’s all right…
Saw the darkness get lighter The sun was up again And I watched it all happen Just stared in the distance Regretful thoughts came to me Their name was you Every choice that I made The second I wasted All of them were there When the sun took over the sky Turning the fun dark into horrible light Just to make me remember you
