The room is empty and the screams are loud Darkness surrounds your mind and blackens your heart You try to cry but the eyes are dry Their screams are louder than yours Even though you are the only one in the room You seem peaceful and calm on the outside But you are dieing inside All those screams that keep you awake at night You hide them inside And all those tears you couldn’t release…
You are so right, You all are, I was the fool, I got it wrong, You were right, I don’t have a life, I don’t have a soul, I am just a waste of space, Nothing more, But I don’t cry even if I am a waste, I don’t hate myself in the end, It is you who hates thyself, Why do you cry if you are right? Why do you cry if I am…
Up high, where the winds blow everything away High in the mountains, where the cold freezes everything Where life and death is not in our hands anymore There I want to go I want to see, if there should be A future without me Despair, death and agony Test my will to live Set me free If I die, will it be a tragedy? If I live, will it be a blessing? The universe spins,…
Can I remember what I am fighting for? I can’t Can I explain why my heart is still beating? I can’t Then why am I still alive? Why? Is it to see what the future holds? Is it to hear the story until the end? Is it to know what I am fighting for? Is it to feel what I never felt before? I don’t know, I’ll never know What I am living for But…
In a dark night I try to find my star To guide me To help me It’s to cloudy to see The start that was meant for me To far to reach But I try so hard Looking up in the night sky Trying to find the star that will show me Show me the world how I want it to be
Flowers start to bloom I wake up and I feel alive My world shakes I can’t thank you enough It’s something about the sunshine on my face That makes me feel I can’t be wrong on this day With a smile on my face I walk past the blooming trees Happiness is all I can see And I just started to watch Birds in the air sing their song Fish in the water swim away…
Long way ahead 22 but already deadLooking through dogs eyes Everything is gray But it’s alright That’s the easiest way When the days are gone And my eyes are closed The pain will disappear What will I have to fear? Gods judgement? My own? It’s alright It’s always alright Because that’s the easiest way Out of today and tomorrow Why won’t it stop Why does it still beat? Because it’s alright And it will always…
I am heading home Almost there The lights are all on me Spot lights, fast lights Turn off those lights I don’t want you to see everything Made my mistakes Destroyed my brain The spotlights killed my soul What was light is now darkness Don’t tell the world Let the rain cover my pain My kingdom is in ruins They wait for me to save them But I am not a savior I am looking…
Elegant hills, black outfit We dance on the top of the underworld I feel alive It’s the party of the dead Make the skeletons dance The unholy look in your eyes I yearn for them to look at me But when the arbritrar comes it’s all over I will be judged upon, my soul will be sent away Everyone dances, you don’t stop looking at me You saw what I did, you judged my memory…
When the sun burns And the world screams Do you wish for rain? I like it when it screams The world, what does it scream? Can’t you hear the reason for being here? Don’t let it fall Forget the rain You will all scream in pain Eyes turning gray Hearst turning black While I smile, you die.
