Poetry

Poem – What do you fear?

Head up high looking for the sky, Only gray clouds again, no end in sight, I am sitting, just listening to the drops of rain, A happy home, but what’s the reality? Does your mind go fast? And how long does that last? How fast does it break the walls around you? Can you escape the prison you built yourself? I can see the state of misery from the introduction, Maybe I will use my…

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Take It All

Take all our money take all the power what will you bring when it comes to final hour? Hide behind the diploma hide behind the uniform get up from this mental coma hide from a bullet storm Under the curtain of madness in the surface of ignorance you only bring the sadness giving nothing for existence Drowning us, we hit the bottom and everything we have takes the Babylon

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My Guardian Angel

All these years it’ s driving me crazy My heart is broken, living in pain My guardian angel is so lazy, Drunk, or kicked out in the rain When he’s sober and with hangover He does something for me Like a foreign movie without a subtitle I don’t understand what he’s saying I pray to him to watch over me I pray for help and good luck But he’s at the bar, you see He’…

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Spellbound

I can run from my demons but they won’t leave me in a which hour they keep wake me up tearing my soul apart In cold sweat I cannot breathe why do they won’t leave me I can’t take it no more Just when I am on the edge, when I’m about to broke they just stop, and laugh to me Is this some joke? And they come back every night torturing me ’till I…

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Shadow in the Soul

Creeping closely, always behind me Like a black cat in a black night It frightens the hero inside With each step I take it takes two And soon it will be in front of me Soon I won’t see none of you With all my might I tried to run away But it came closer to me each passing day From the time I was born I was constantly held the bull by the horn…

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Devils Mind

I, I can’t feel like crying I can only feel like dieing The madness is finally catching up to me What shall I do? What shall I be? Is it your first time you are in the dark? Is it your first attack? Was this your last first chance Or do you still want to dance? Not the first time, nor the last I was here before, and I swore again and again I won’t…

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He danced in the street

One day in the summer heat, When the flies were buzzing And the honey was sweet A little boy danced on the street Little did he know That behind his neighbors door Sat a lonely man With a plan The dance took him far He danced like that one tv star But he danced too far When he stepped near the neighbors door He heard a creak and then a roar The door opened And…

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Poetry Month Poem #4: Mountain

Up high, where the winds blow everything away High in the mountains, where the cold freezes everything Where life and death is not in our hands anymore There I want to go I want to see, if there should be A future without me Despair, death and agony Test my will to live Set me free If I die, will it be a tragedy? If I live, will it be a blessing? The universe spins,…

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Already Dead

Long way ahead 22 but already deadLooking through dogs eyes Everything is gray But it’s alright That’s the easiest way When the days are gone And my eyes are closed The pain will disappear What will I have to fear? Gods judgement? My own? It’s alright It’s always alright Because that’s the easiest way Out of today and tomorrow Why won’t it stop Why does it still beat? Because it’s alright And it will always…

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