Stopping my heart

And its far to say that I’m okay
Yet its bad to say I am not okay
In the end I am floating in the middle again
The smile gets my blood rushing through my vain
And the pain reaches my heart
I can’t feel I can’t move
But there is a song that changes it all
In my heart I can feel again
With my eyes I can see again
And its when
Its when my heart stops beating
Then and only then
I am
I am  free
I am free
When the heart stops beating for me
And it stops for a moment and my world stops
When my hearts stops beating
When it stops beating
I remember
I remember well the faces that tell
The mouths that see
And the eyes that touch
The pain I have is nothing compared to the pain they have
So my heart starts beating again
And it beats in a strange beat
The beat of love
Thats when I know I am not
I am not ready to go away
And I feel something that I felt every time it stopped
Its my time to roar
And when it starts to go fast
When my eyes open wide
I see that somebody cares
I feel no more pain
And the only thing I gain
Is the power that I need to keep living
To keep moving I dont stop
I will never stop breathing
Until the day
Until that day
My heart will stop and start beating every single day
And until that day I will turn my life into a happy end.

Written by Srdjan Solkotovic