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Poetry Month Poem #3: What for

Can I remember what I am fighting for? I can’t Can I explain why my heart is still beating? I can’t Then why am I still alive? Why? Is it to see what the future holds? Is it to hear the story until the end? Is it to know what I am fighting for? Is it to feel what I never felt before? I don’t know, I’ll never know What I am living for But…

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Already Dead

Long way ahead 22 but already deadLooking through dogs eyes Everything is gray But it’s alright That’s the easiest way When the days are gone And my eyes are closed The pain will disappear What will I have to fear? Gods judgement? My own? It’s alright It’s always alright Because that’s the easiest way Out of today and tomorrow Why won’t it stop Why does it still beat? Because it’s alright And it will always…

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Kingdom

I am heading home Almost there The lights are all on me Spot lights, fast lights Turn off those lights I don’t want you to see everything Made my mistakes Destroyed my brain The spotlights killed my soul What was light is now darkness Don’t tell the world Let the rain cover my pain My kingdom is in ruins They wait for me to save them But I am not a savior I am looking…

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Unholy

Elegant hills, black outfit We dance on the top of the underworld I feel alive It’s the party of the dead Make the skeletons dance The unholy look in your eyes I yearn for them  to look at me But when the arbritrar comes it’s all over I will be judged upon, my soul will be sent away Everyone dances, you don’t stop looking at me You saw what I did, you judged my memory…

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Fly

Every time it’s something new And I’ve been alive when I talk to you It’s something true And when you feel blue Just laugh a little louder Laugh a little harder And I will come to talk to you What if I told you I can take your pain away Would you believe me and talk to me? Every second is a valuable memory So laugh a little harder Laugh a little louder And feel…

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Painfully Alive

When the flowers bloom, I won’t be able to see them, with you. As the world grows old, I remember what I was once told, by you. Child, when the time comes, when I am gone, don’t cry for me alone. I will always be near you, if the flowers bloom or not, I will be with you. When the time comes, that I disappear, and you are all grown, please remember the time in…

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Couldn’t care less

Am a fool to follow you, I saw only your face and I tagged along I didn’t know where we were going but I had you at my side all day long What a fool  I was trusting empty eyes full of lies , I was blind to blind to see That you were playing around with me Calling the stars asking for advice made me pay a huge price It was my heart that…

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Dream and Dream

The colors of the leafs are blown away, The beauty of the season goes away A white layer comes and it won’t go away Cold , it is cold but we have fun anyway The beauty of the world, it is here and everywhere You just have to look , look closer Can’t you see, its not all gray, black or pink Its a mix of everything you want to be and everything you don’t…

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Thought of You

Everything that I said I do got lost when I met you I didn’t do anything I was set out to do because my time was spent on you What I gained from it , I don’t know but I never regret spending time on you The world might stand still but I never will Some say that I wasted my time but I don’t care about them They just want to make me feel…

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