Poetry

My Guardian Angel

All these years it’ s driving me crazy My heart is broken, living in pain My guardian angel is so lazy, Drunk, or kicked out in the rain When he’s sober and with hangover He does something for me Like a foreign movie without a subtitle I don’t understand what he’s saying I pray to him to watch over me I pray for help and good luck But he’s at the bar, you see He’…

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Spellbound

I can run from my demons but they won’t leave me in a which hour they keep wake me up tearing my soul apart In cold sweat I cannot breathe why do they won’t leave me I can’t take it no more Just when I am on the edge, when I’m about to broke they just stop, and laugh to me Is this some joke? And they come back every night torturing me ’till I…

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Destroy the Wall

I see you before me and hand you over a pickaxe to destroy the wall between us. The music of your soul is compelling but hardly audible, and I want to hear it clearly. Your eyes penetrate me deeply – you touch what no one can, not so intensely; yet, your mind is infected with fear – let me heal you and offer you a way out of your hell. When I think of us,…

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Devils Mind

I, I can’t feel like crying I can only feel like dieing The madness is finally catching up to me What shall I do? What shall I be? Is it your first time you are in the dark? Is it your first attack? Was this your last first chance Or do you still want to dance? Not the first time, nor the last I was here before, and I swore again and again I won’t…

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Stopping my heart

And its far to say that I’m okay Yet its bad to say I am not okay In the end I am floating in the middle again The smile gets my blood rushing through my vain And the pain reaches my heart I can’t feel I can’t move But there is a song that changes it all In my heart I can feel again With my eyes I can see again And its when Its…

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